god complex

Well, it's been a couple days. I didn't feel up to writing about this topic when I got home that night. What happened? Well.
It was a Black Chandelier party, we were invited to Jared Gold's studio to see the works and they were going to present his new line for kids, Pink Chandelier. And me and Brighton were both personally invited by Jard Gold. So obviously we both had to be there. But it was on gallery stroll night, gallery stroll is something I do with Frankie (one of my best friends ever.) plus Frankie is a fashionista. So I decided to bring them both, from the moment I decided I knew it wasn't going to work out so good. One time I took Brighton to a normal Gallery stroll night with me & Frankie. She left early and had a major breakdown because her. and. frankie. do. /not/. get. along. period. But recently Frankie got mad at me and Brighton due to a misunderstanding. Brighton was having a bad day, I said something, she blew up. I felt like everyone was mad at me so I wrote that 100 apologies thing. Frankie thought it was a deviantart fight.
She makes some nasty remarks about Brighton, and it really hurt her. (brighton) She didn't want to really go anymore, but I forced her to. I then talked to Frankie, she thought I was uninviting her. No, I wanted her to go and to be courteous to Brighton because Brighton would do the same. I tried inviting as many middlemen as I could such as Emily, Chiny, Felicia, Just anyone who could be friendly to both of them, so I didn't have to be the only one.
Chiny was able to go... For an hour. Which was better than nothing, so we picked her up.
Right from the start Frankie was not going to have fun, you could tell by her face. She kept making comments that weren't very nice... But I expect it from her, it's just her personality. I tried very hard to try and make them both happy. But it felt like if I gave Frankie attention Brighton was pissed off, and if I gave Brighton attention Frankie would be pissed off. I was hyperventilating the entire time. Frankie clung to Chiny, they talked a lot. Brighton was in front with my mom (this is while we were walking from the Gateway to the studio) and I was in the middle, very uncomfortable. I feel very selfish complaining on how much I was uncomfortable. but I was really trying to make them both comfortable so I could be comfortable. Too bad Frankie just wasn't having it.
When we got there we went over to say hi to Justin Strange (the DJ who is basically amazing) and Frankie introduced herself as 'the other friend' I tried to correct her and introduce her enthusiastically. She was still down. One of the designers was showing how they design things on the computer, and what he typically does, something I would assume Frankie would be very interested in because she wants to become a fashion designer. But even then, she was sulking while me and Brighton sat there honestly intrigued. The fashion show was about to begin and Brighton (apparently) offered Frankie her spot so that Frankie could see better. She starts bawling and we have to take her outside. She is just inconsolable! I'm used to a lot of tears but it's over in a few minutes. But no, it was a full on break down! I felt terrible, I couldn't help, my mother was making it worse, it was just terrible. I knew something bad was going to happen. We finally called her mom, I missed the fashion show and Brighton got /alright/ pictures.
I felt really bad that Frankie couldn't have a good time. But at least me and Brighton were able to have at least a little bit of it. =/
I'm sorry Frankiee.