I'm a bad friend, as most of my friends have already figured but don't have the balls to tell me directly. I usually blame my health, but maybe it's just that I'm a bad person. That might explain the hateful blogs written about me every other week. It might explain my choice to continue friendships with terrible people. It might explain why I haven't made friends at high school. And you know what? It could probably explain my health problems.
So I'm going to work on not being opinionated, let them make bad decisions, let their actions hurt me and the people around me, let them fight even more. Obviously, my caring, is actually hate that I like to say is 'care.'
Hey Brighton, just by the way, don't worry about me getting in your way anymore.
I'm gone.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Friday, November 9, 2007
Dear Emily
Dear Emily,
You're someone that I think very highly of, but I still underestimate you. If I could be like any person in the world it would definitely be you. I enjoy reading your blogs, I never thought I would, but even your sad blogs are bearable to read, maybe it's because they aren't directed at me, but you consider the readers of the blog, not just 'I'M IN A BAD MOOD SO I'M GOING TO SAY TERRIBLE THINGS.' You're always very literate, how someone can talk about experiences with me and Willy Kerber and say it with integrity and grace is beyond me.
Joey T reads your blog, and he barely reads mine. He always throws "Things my boyfriend says" quotes my way and I know he got the link from your blogger site.
But anyway, I don't know if I've ever told you how much I respect you, the friendship started after at least two years of hatred and it was mainly dirty jokes and stupid actions. That's all I really thought of you during the first part of our friendship "Lol, Emily is so disgustingly fun." but I totally think differently now, you're like a god, basically. I was really impressed by a recent entry about your breakup with David and the way you wrote it was astounding. You mentioned how it would affect everyone around you and listed the pros and the cons and then at the very end you said "And as for me, I won't be happy right now, but that's okay. I'll be alright eventually. Don't worry. It's not always about me anyways. Although this is, very much, sometimes, others deserve to get something too." It was like you went through the whole broken-up process in a few hundred words.
You're an incredible person with more problems than me, but you handle them so much better. I hope you never end up broken down, if I was religious I would pray for you to be happy and successful for the rest of your life. Even if you don't, I hope I can go through your difficult annoying life and we can sit over tea and forget it all, even if it's just for an hour or two.
Tea crew for life.
You're someone that I think very highly of, but I still underestimate you. If I could be like any person in the world it would definitely be you. I enjoy reading your blogs, I never thought I would, but even your sad blogs are bearable to read, maybe it's because they aren't directed at me, but you consider the readers of the blog, not just 'I'M IN A BAD MOOD SO I'M GOING TO SAY TERRIBLE THINGS.' You're always very literate, how someone can talk about experiences with me and Willy Kerber and say it with integrity and grace is beyond me.
Joey T reads your blog, and he barely reads mine. He always throws "Things my boyfriend says" quotes my way and I know he got the link from your blogger site.
But anyway, I don't know if I've ever told you how much I respect you, the friendship started after at least two years of hatred and it was mainly dirty jokes and stupid actions. That's all I really thought of you during the first part of our friendship "Lol, Emily is so disgustingly fun." but I totally think differently now, you're like a god, basically. I was really impressed by a recent entry about your breakup with David and the way you wrote it was astounding. You mentioned how it would affect everyone around you and listed the pros and the cons and then at the very end you said "And as for me, I won't be happy right now, but that's okay. I'll be alright eventually. Don't worry. It's not always about me anyways. Although this is, very much, sometimes, others deserve to get something too." It was like you went through the whole broken-up process in a few hundred words.
You're an incredible person with more problems than me, but you handle them so much better. I hope you never end up broken down, if I was religious I would pray for you to be happy and successful for the rest of your life. Even if you don't, I hope I can go through your difficult annoying life and we can sit over tea and forget it all, even if it's just for an hour or two.
Tea crew for life.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
CD REVIEW
Since I'm such an amazing student in Computer Tech and actually got everything done (now I deserve the good grade I have, haha.) I decided to review this CD that I honestly was shocked at how good it was.
It's "Lies For The Liars" by The Used, it was released on May 22, 2007.
Unlike their previous uber-whine sound, they incorporated some Panic! At The Disco type sounds, apparently the 'circus' sound is in at the moment. But don't let th catchy pianos and violins fool you, it is a lot more metal that I'd ever expect from them. A lot of screaming, but light on the painful whining voice. They really upped their game on this one.
The album has 11 songs, The Ripper, Pretty Handsome Awkward, The Bird & The Worm, Earthquake, Hospital, Paralyzed, With Me Tonight, Wake The Dead, Find A Way, Liar Liar (Burn in Hell), and Smother Me/Queso.
When it comes to lyrics they have no in between, they're either very strong or very lame. They are still writing about the same stuff they always have been, wanting the girl to stay with them, violent themes, the afterlife, Burt's image of 'love.' The majority of the songs are catchy and get stuck in your head for days (so be careful.)
If you aren't a fan of their music, you should find someone who has the album and take a look at their album art work (not just the cover but the photos in the liner notes are incredible) if crack-voice-emo ever dies, Burt Mc-crack-a-lackin' could have a very good career in traditional art (painting, drawing, etc.)
The average rating (out of 5) is about 4 stars. I think I agree, I'd give it 4.5 just because it's hard for me to get passt Burt's not-so-great voice.
I'm going to go cry and listen to this album in shame because they're not allowed to be good.
(:
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